No, I haven’t given up!! I just had a bit of a rough evening yesterday and didn’t get around to working on my project because of that.
I took the boys out to dinner last night at the Macaroni Grill. The food was delicious and the boys were very well behaved. Our waiter was excellent! So, with all of that goodness going on, I didn’t have the heart to turn Sebastian down when he asked to stop in at Barnes & Noble (right next door).
Everything was going pretty well. Xander was playing at the train table. Sebastian had made insta-friends with a 7 year old boy looking at pirate books and was keeping himself entertained. I sat in a chair and watched Xander play. After about 30 minutes, I decided it was time for us to go home and I picked up Xander who immediately screamed!
I carried him kicking and screaming out of the children’s section and then got him distracted by a Judy clock that was on display. I called for Sebastian who was so obedient and came immediately. I explained to him that we had to go and he was very compliant. I then picked up Xander again and again he started kicking and screaming.
Now here’s a little thing about our Barnes & Noble. There are no carts. There are shelves everywhere! The place is LITERALLY designed to keep you IN the store! I was doing my best at this point to get Xander to the checkout so I could buy the book that Sebastian had picked, but I was having a very hard time keeping a grip on Xander. As I turned a corner, Xander slipped down to the ground on his feet and tried to bolt back toward the children’s section. I squatted down behind him and wrapped my arms around him trying to get him to calm down. When I did, he pushed back against me and I fell and landed on my rump! Sebastian came running asking if I was okay and I was starting to tear up because there was nothing I could do to calm Xander down.
I managed to get myself back up and pick Xander up again. Sebastian was so good to keep handing me things as I kept dropping the diaper bag and the book I had in my hand. We made it to the checkout, but by then I could feel the stares, if you know what I mean. Xander was still crying. I went up to the counter and put the books down. I had to get out my wallet, so I had to put Xander down. I begged Sebastian to stand next to me and help me pen Xander in, which he did. I got everything paid for as quickly as possible and then I led Xander out of the store. He finally stopped crying when we got to the car, and it seemed a completely different child climbed into his carseat and sat down. Amazing.
Well, when I got in that car and started it up to get the air conditioning going… I lost it. I just started bawling. I must have sat there and cried for a good 5 minutes straight. Sebastian was so upset and all I could tell him was that it wasn’t him. He got mad at Xander and I said it wasn’t Xander’s fault either.
I think that was the first time that I have felt completely helpless. There was nothing I could do for my baby. All he wanted was to go back and play with the trains.
So, when I got home, I wasn’t up to working in the kitchen. I just needed to decompress.
I did work some tonight though, and here are the results for your viewing pleasure:

Another Pocket Dragon: “Feed Me!”

~*~The Stove~*~

Clean & Shiny!!
From my home to yours,
Andrea
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